i can't even tell you how much i feel like ---- now.

is it because i'm going to get mugged or something far worse?

i really feel like throwing up, which is something i always feel like doing when i know i'm going to be irreversibly depressed and disappointed for the next few..oh i don't know.


onto...


i've been quite a fan of old music for sometime, like Nina Simone (jazz), No Doubt (ska/rock), Sixpence None The Richer (pop/rock), Hooverphonic (both their old/new songs).



and most recently-

OMG. i just discovered WILLIAM BECKETT is taller than HEATH LEDGER!

WHAT?!?!!?



Well

I've been addicted to this film starring HEATH called 10 Things I Hate About You , and i was thinking of watching it on holiday. which i don't think i'll be doing anyway.


ANYHOWS,
the soundtrack for the film has a lot of nice songs, but they sound kinda old. considering the film was released in march 1999.

like...I Want You To Want Me by Letters to Cleo and Cruel To Be Kind by the same band as well.


Cruel To Be Kind is terribly nice too.




if you've noticed, in the picture, Heath stands head and shoulders above practically everyone.


do any of you guys know Save Ferris? well, they appear in the prom scenes in the movie. letters to cleo's and save ferris's performances are terribly nostalgic it makes you want to trot to the video store and borrow it.



Save Ferris sings 'I Know' which is a typical teen love-song and has a lot of trumpet (me love the trumpet ahem) and 'Can't Stop' which isn't as memorable as 'I Know'.


Sorry i'm such an old soul. I like sappy songs. well, a bit. not the 'Bleeding Love' kind, that makes me giggle in pity, but the old type. and anyway, there are two kinds of sappy songs. the kinds that are happy and the kinds that are emo. the happy kinds just lure you into a false sense of - security? - and make you think that it's all fun and nice but it really is quite unnecessary, heartache. drawing from observations.







and i have a ton of apologies.



THERE'S A RIDICULOUS BACKLOG of activities and i've been not blogging about
a)performing arts camp
b)going back to school and pissing nas off
c)and 1E3
d)going to lots of shopping malls
e)open house



i'll finish the minor stuff off first.


b)
going back to school and pissing nas off


Nas msn-ed me the previous night saying that there was to be a meeting to discuss eldds priorities for open house, he also said that the heads of departments would be there (e.g.basyar,jason..)

He put the time at 8 to 12, which was insane for me.



The next day, i woke up at 7.30am. \that was considered terribly late!
but weirdly, i was so relaxed! i didn't even hurry to get ready or anything.


and a few minutes later, i realized, it was actually 6.30am.


omigod! i was so relieved that i wasn't going to be late after all. never the less, i left home at 7.15 and reached at 7.50. I was pretty early.

Then it was 8. I called Nas.


It's a long story, but let's just say he was driven to school by his dad and he got lost? late? delayed? nasri got butchered?
the whole situation was best summed up in a bout of smses. then nas said he was taking a bus and he would be there in 20 mins ( he wasn't) and that he owed me mac (which i didn't accept).


I ended up waiting until 9.30am.


I was so angry i could have kicked a wall.


In the end,we ended up doing nothing. basyar and jason turned up...for drama.
nasri ended up going to gossip blogs (from where i learned that amy winehouse is getting plump) and watching the extended Twilight trailer. and a certain teacher had, it seems, planned everything without telling us. sweet.


About 1E3,

(this isnt in reference to what oli and fathin and whoever else did)

God. how could anyone forget the really great memories we had as a class. although we have mr heng to thank for instilling the 'work together spirit' in us, we were able to get together with one another and win Best Class Awards a staggering 5 TIMES - get this - CONSECUTIVELY.

the good times we had...
fredrick laughing like a hyena, mr heng showing his expertise in certain areas and enlisting the help of Joel (ahem) and Matthew (ahem ahem), zhe kai attempting to throw his water bottles into the rubbish bin and failing almost everytime, metiwan and her vocal acrobatics, wen kai rallying us for CIP, sailesh winning an environmental-poster competition, eileen whistling like hell, chuan yao and fredrick g--ing, chu "face-the-wall" jie pissing me off, playing bingo with milissa and beatriz, avinash and ashwin relocating to la-la-land (are they out yet?), afiq sneezing like a broken record,me so-called popularizing our class (i was on stage so many times and they mentioned my beloved class),weiyang getting picked on, vaisnavi and fredrick laughing so much, wenkai and i verbally fighting using lots of clever language, olivia voicing her discontent/happiness, class presentations, the science video me heng showed us (the people in the video shouted 'aiyoh' and we replayed that part so many times :))) ) ms yeng saying fredrick was cute, ms yeng mimicking my accent ("arts, see, ARR-TS!"), mdm geetha telling us ghost stories about malaysian highways, there was so much more.