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Sunday, April 10, 2011
"Don't you let me go, let me go, tonight." @ 3:37 AM

LAUNCHING SOON! ____________________________________________________- The weather... Ahh, what can I say about the weather that hasn't already been said? Yesterday it was amazing in the evening, it was sweltering in the morning/afternoon, but now... it's just cold. I keep hearing the hissing sound of cars on the slick roads. But I'm not complaining, it's perfect weather to snuggle in bed listening to LYKKE LI , who by the way, is my new favourite artist of the moment. That voice of hers is INDESCRIBABLE.


Tomorrow, it's hello to yet another week of school. And there's 2.4km re-run tomorrow as well. My feelings towards NAPFA couldn't be more 'heck-care'. Because by the time Sec 4 rolls around, I think a lot of people have developed that IDGAF/H/H/S attitude to a lot of stuff, but for me, NAPFA is one of those things. I know the importance of ensuring you're fit and all, and leaving the school with a good record, but really, how relevant, or accurate is it? It's a big change for me, because as far as I can remember, I've never been nonchalant towards anything in school. Maybe there are exceptions, but NAPFA does seem major. Oh well. I have better things weighing on my mind.



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To: the person who wrote on my tagboard recently


If you think you're going to bring me down with your words, think again. As long as there is a story to be told, issues to be spoken up for, I will continue writing. Deal with it, or go and read some thing else, like say, the Garudapuranam?

_________________________________________________- To: Whom it may concern My main problem, in points, so it shall be easier for you to read, and you will not have to call anyone to your laptop, or tell people to read, to understand it for you. 1. I wait at a table during recess if I'm there earlier than you and the rest. 2. And I am alone. 3. Would you like that? 4. Maybe you've been in that position before. 5. Did you like it? 6. So I'm waiting. 7.And I see you sit at another table with the rest, and you know fully well that I'm sitting somewhere else. 8. And seeing that, I swallow my pride, and I walk over to your table, and join you. 9. You guys act as if nothing has happened, not even an apology, or clarification. 10. So it's come to a point where I'm sick of it. 11. And I realise that I'm not a bloody pushover. 12. Do you know what that is? 13. Maybe you've been in that position before.
14. Did you like it?

15. And so I think it's best not to be friends anymore, because I certainly don't need someone who takes me for granted.

16. Everyone has pride. Myself included.

17. I'd rather take to my blog and vent my anger, all the while giving you the cold shoulder.

18. Yes, like a coward.

19. It's not like me.

20. I know that as much as you do.

21. But if I talk it out with you, I feel two things.

22. One, the prospect of having you yell at me when I didn't do anything wrong is not pleasant at all.

23. You know, that feeling, when you're speaking in a very low tone, and the other person just runs their mouth and yells at you?

24. Maybe you've been in that position before.

25. Did you like it?

26. The second thing, it doesn't matter to you if you go without talking to me at all.

27. Because all this while, I realise you've been taking me for granted.

28. You just need me there to laugh with you, take pictures, help you with things, advice you on people, make you feel better.

29. So it shouldn't be such a big deal to you, should it? You have other friends to do the same thing! If it's not me, it's another girl! Or another guy! Whoever.

30. So now you know that the anger is not one-sided, and that you should be reflecting on what you did.

31. Because I sure as hell have nothing to reflect on.







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