in the midst of examination time, i always say it will be my last post before the exams, but then two days later, you see i've blogged.

arrgghh.

i noe some of you are probably scratching your heads, so i'm not, never going to say this will be my last post b4 the exams, i'll just say i won't be blogging as much as before.

To start with, a lot of things happened today, and i'll start off by contradicting someone.

there is this person in school, and we shall call this person Brain. BTW, it's not Brian!!

Brain is trying to separate myself and Hatsumomo-san. And brain also tries to prevent me frm talking to Hatsu whenever it can. And today i was talking to a girl called..Star, and she was saying something like, "Yeah, fifty-four dollars and 40 cents, which is 544o!"

Now you know i'm a particular person, and fifty-four dollars and yadayadayada was the answer to a math qn. so, when star said 5440, i wasn't sure cos 54 dollars and 40 cents is 5440 cents , so we were kinda arguing about that, then brain chipped in and unnecessarily said,"it doesn't matter, right gowri, as long as you've got the answer, it doesn't matter right?"

it doesn't matter right his/her head. and brain said that twice, so star would get a bad impression. maybe i could have been particular. but it was between star and myself, and between star and myself only. the question is, did brain really need to say that?

brain is the kind of person who talks nicely to you once moment, learns all your secrets and flatters you, then talks badly about you in front of you.

and yesterday, i couldn't take it anymore, i decided to be cold, so cold you could freeze water on me. brain started using used-to-death conversation starters like, "hey gowri, you know your handwriting is so nice, it just flows..the cursive is also very nice." what shit was that? and i still didn't say anything. then brain started to talk a lot more crap, and i still didn't say anything, bcos i knew that later brain would just turn around and say lots of crap about me.

take a leaf from my book. don't trust people like how i once did brain. just don't talk to them, and they will know you know their trick(s).

Then a couple of other girls also started talking crap but that was so minor i forgot what they were talking about. and after school i was so miserable i felt like getting 4 cans of ginger beer from the convenience store, pouring them into a drain, and then drowning myself in the mess.

maybe it could have been kind on my emotions. not the same for my clothes.

these pictures are of sarah brightman, the original christina daae in the london production of the phantom of the opera. beautiful, innit.

i'm having a busy week ppl, that's all i can say.

take care, stay safe, support live earth, and enjoy life while it is.