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Gowri K
120195, BtVSS 2008-11, ELDDS Media & Publicity
British crowns, emerald green, champagne gold, pralines, Russell Brand
A R Rahman, SJ, Meryl Streep, Little Miss Sunshine :)
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
it just comes crashing down on me. @ 8:53 PM
i just don't know what to do with myself.
it's a friday, and i noticed that it's on fridays that things just start to go wrong. it's not due to my attitude, honestly who wants to look forward to a friday with the idiotic belief that it's gonna be horrible?
im trying not to be upset (read: break down) and ruin things even more. i don't even want to talk much. but i have to, because certain people, being insensitive and demanding, will force me to, and throw a hissy fit if i don't.
i'm just trying to find happiness in talking to the people I care about, and who do similarly for me.
the wind is howling. and i'm trying very, very hard not to give in to my feelings. it is cold. the harsh wind just reaches inside me and sets my insides on icy fire. im numbing the pain.
i need to swaddle myself in jackets,
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