"There's someone I forgot to be." - George Michael, 'Freedom'



Dear everyone and anyone who bothers to read this,
I apologise from the bottom of my heart for not updating.


Somewhere, somehow, the drive to blog was what I'd lost.

Really, it was just too much to condense and write. Besides, I wasn't writing a lot of confessional poetry, cos I gave up on writing out my feelings, in my blog or on paper. I just talked it out or bottled it up.

Anyway, here I am, on the 7th of March, not even supposed to be online, cos I've to do some more practice for my music exam tomorrow.


And as I'm explaining to Iffah now, I hope I can make it to school before Cheer Comp starts, at 11.15am. Have to cab, no choice, but still, it's been a while since I've had the feeling of rushing froom place to place, so you can say that I'm kind of, taking pleasure from 'pain', sorta.


Thanks Iffah, for the hope!


We 3e1 girls have to do our hair up, in line with our Retro class theme. Cue shades, cue bouffant hair. Can't wait!!! I'm really hyped up for this, cos at least (a)we'll be having fun (b)I'll be having fun and (c)We'll be going one step forward to becoming more bonded if we win. RIGHT?




On a heavier note...
Things have not been going that smoothly, intrapersonally, interpersonally and academically speaking. I mean, there are probably people who are smiling from ear to ear as they're reading this, but let's just say it's (a)part and parcel of sec 3 life and (b)something that's been as permanent in my life as my eyebrows.



"I'll live a long life, even through this cloud of exhaust."


I swear, Beck is a genius. Check 'Nausea' out.
(except for that Timebomb song, which started off with an expletive.
Don't listen...oh, there you go.)



Well these months have been full of awesome discoveries, and friendship, and more importantly conversations. There's nothing like a a heart-to-heart conversation to T H R A S H things out, as I've learned in these months. Nothing beats being frank and open with people, albeit people who respect and accept you for who you are.




anyway,
as a parting shot,
good luck to everyone for tomorrow's Cheer Competition!

3e! ftw :D


with love and defiance,
gowri k