Its 7.29pm, and i am sitting on the dressing table counter, waiting for my phone to be charged. Thank god for moBlog + speedy fingers of mine + tactile HTC onscreen keyboard.



Sometimes, people ask us, "If you could go back in time and change your life, would you?" The politically-correct (read: default) answer would be "no, because if i did i wouldnt be where i am now." well, wherever THAT is.






But I wish I could. In fact, there are a lot of things that I wish I hadnt done. Like be too much of a disciplinarian in primary school than a completely-childish 8-year-old, bubbly and laughing all the times, breaking the rules whenever I could.





But maybe thats not too bad, because at least I still have a pretty solid set of values and I refuse to adhere to the saying that rules are meant to be broken.




When it comes to work, I wish procrastination wasnt my best friend. Its what has landed me in hot soup most of the time, struggling to meet deadlines. A lack of snacks to keep me going and others' negligence come a close second.






felt like pouring my thoughts out suddebly, thats why I just resorted to moblog instead of having to boot up my laptop.




It just struck me that when I was sad, last time, one of the first friends (besides family) I would sms for a healthy ranting session would be you. But now that we arent talking, by our own wills, there's a kind of void that i cant quite fill. Maybe you werent really listening to me or sincerely giving me advice all those months, but for all your help, in all its insincerity, man, I miss it. I miss those times.



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